Baseline/Calendar and a little embryo talk !!

Yesterday was a very last minute appt but so glad we got it done! 

We went in to sign our FET paperwork stating the amount of embryos we will be transferring this round . We went over injection HOW TO... We are pros . I had a sono to see how ovaries were looking ... They are great! So the Nurse gave us the go ahead to start injections Friday!! Then Martin the embryologist came in to meet with us because this process is a little different then the Fresh cycle. He told us that we have 2 really great embryos to work with and the others were ok. Which means we are transferring 2 it will better our chances :) .... The only crazy part of transferring 2 is that we have a greater chance of multiples.... :/ which we are happy with either 1 or 2 ...we just want HEALTHY! 

So as of right now I am taking my BCP until Tuesday 

Friday we start Lupron and then we have another appt scheduled  for August 1st for a follow up 

Say a little pray for us as we start our 2nd attempt 

Consultation with RE after failed IVF

I think Jeremy and I were both a little nervous going into the consult. I was scared that it failed because of something I did wrong. 

When we got in the office Dr. Doody basically explained that everything went perfect and gave us some scenarios on how it could of failed and what could have went wrong. 

He said in the lab everything looked great. I asked my question on if it was something I did wrong and he told us to chalk it up as just BAD LUCK! 

We are not going to let bad luck stop us from trying again. 

He talked to us about the next step and that we can move right along if we were ready. He also talked about how many to transfer this time. Just because 1 didn't work this time doesn't mean it won't work next time. But Jeremy and I have both decided that 2 will be transfered if we are able too. 

Dr Doody seems to think that it's just fine to put 2 :) 

Once we pay the financials Friday we will be on a roll for FET! 

Maybe 2nd times a charm 

Follow Up appt today after Failed IVF

Today at 11:30am I am hoping to have some answers. 

Was it me and something I did wrong 

Or was it just not ment to be. 

My heart is broken

Yesterday was our 9dp5dt and I went in at 7am for my BETA (which is hcg bloodwork) 

I knew this day was going to be a rough one because of the wait. 

Any text message or phone call to my phone my heart sank. At 3PM I got a call from one of the nurses at the clinic. I tried to read into her tone of voice but really couldn't get anything from it. The she said we got your results back and Unfortunately the results were negative. I grabbed my stuff and walked out of work right away! The nurse said that I would need to meet with Dr. Doody for a consult. They tried to push it out until late next week. Well I can't wait! My heart needs to hear what happened. We are scheduled for a Monday appt to see what the next step is. 

I don't think I have ever felt this kind of hurt. Everything went perfect! All my levels have came back good we had a Grade 5AA embryo !! Well it went to waste!! All the shots! All the hurt!! All the tears!!  All the money!! 

I feel like I have let Jeremy down! As soon as I found out I called Jeremy right away ... The poor guy has been waiting for my call all day. The call I had to make was that it didn't work. I was hysterical couldn't breath coughing to the point of making myself gag! Jeremy left work right away and headed home! 

The rest of the night was just blah on and off crying. We are hoping to do another IVF cycle not sure what to do at this moment but we have 6 perfect embryos waiting on us to be there mommy and daddy! 

I pray that the next one has a better outcome!