I knew this day was going to be a rough one because of the wait.
Any text message or phone call to my phone my heart sank. At 3PM I got a call from one of the nurses at the clinic. I tried to read into her tone of voice but really couldn't get anything from it. The she said we got your results back and Unfortunately the results were negative. I grabbed my stuff and walked out of work right away! The nurse said that I would need to meet with Dr. Doody for a consult. They tried to push it out until late next week. Well I can't wait! My heart needs to hear what happened. We are scheduled for a Monday appt to see what the next step is.
I don't think I have ever felt this kind of hurt. Everything went perfect! All my levels have came back good we had a Grade 5AA embryo !! Well it went to waste!! All the shots! All the hurt!! All the tears!! All the money!!
I feel like I have let Jeremy down! As soon as I found out I called Jeremy right away ... The poor guy has been waiting for my call all day. The call I had to make was that it didn't work. I was hysterical couldn't breath coughing to the point of making myself gag! Jeremy left work right away and headed home!
The rest of the night was just blah on and off crying. We are hoping to do another IVF cycle not sure what to do at this moment but we have 6 perfect embryos waiting on us to be there mommy and daddy!
I pray that the next one has a better outcome!
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